How it’s going…

Do you ever get so wrapped up in one project that you neglect the other just as important or even more important ones? I absolutely love Four Leaf Clover and I’m so happy that I decided to start a blog after many years of consideration. The only problem is that I’m spending so much time in the blog world that I’m pushing back other priorities. I’ve gotten far with editing my book, but I was hoping to have it done by now. I have some programs in mind that I’d like to volunteer for this summer, but they’re just bookmarks on my computer for now. I gathered up the courage to ask for help in finding a school, but no school has been found yet. Three “buts”… that’s not good.
I know what I want, I just don’t know how to get there. One of the best feelings I’ve ever had in my life was when I realized that what I was doing at that very moment was what I hoped I would do in life; something I would admire in someone else. Realizing that “hey, you not only can be that person, you are that person!”

I don’t know if it was the spring-like weather that turned to freezing winter that brought out these feelings in me or what, but I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about my life lately (more than usual which seemed like a lot to begin with, ha!). Is it possible to miss the life you want and don’t even have yet? How can I ever expect change if I continue to do the same thing over and over again?
How do you stay on course and focus on what’s truly important to you all while growing as a person? Have you ever had that moment where you realize you are the person you always hoped you’d become? What are your dreams and are they at your fingertips or already in your grasp?